Well It finally happened!!!!!!!!!!! I signed that piece of paper that officially makes me homeless. Well at least homeless for the next 2 1/2 months. And I have to say it hurt. Yes it is what I wanted and yes it is what we NEED to do but it still hurts. Even when we do what we know is right and what is BEST it can still hurt. Of course I am not telling you anything you did not already know. It is like when you take that sweet new baby into an office and hand her over to
a meanol' heifer of a nurse who sticks a BIG needle in that baby's leg 4 times. You know it is BEST and you NEED to do it but boy does it hurt. And I was not even the one being stuck, I would have traded my leg for hers if I could have. My hubby said that I should move on not
be so sentimental about someplace I have laid my head for the past 12
years. That even though it is as long as I lived in myhouse growing up
it should not effect me to walk away. And I agree the most important
thing is that we have each other and that as long as we are together that's
all that matters. But again I argue it still hurts. I have been told
this week that there are so many bigger more important things to worry
about, and I agree BUT this is huge to me right now. I wish I was more
like him who does not care about bricks and mortar. I was also told by my
other half that I am borrowing trouble when I tell him that The Thinker
is going to have a very hard time with this. She loves things so
deeply. Herfriends I would dare say have no idea how much she cares for
them or thinks about them. And she is like me she loves all things that
way animals, houses, toys, cars. She even mourned when we got rid of
the vanbecause "it took her to Florida one time it was a great car mommy" She even wants us to get the broken down jeep back because it was blue and fun to ride in. OK
my point is I am thrilled to leave a squashed, outdated 1400 sq foot
house and move into another one. I know the Lord has a plan in all that
he doesbecause this process has been Bathed in prayer by many people.
Even our real estate agent has prayed with us and for us on many
occasions. But I still feel somewhat sad. What do think??? Should I be
completelyun attached and not care???? Oh yes and by the way for all
those who get up early and drive your kinds to school I will now join
your ranks and be driving my kids for the next 6 months. DO I have to
get dressed or arePJ pants acceptable if I do not get out of the car???????
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Things that Hurt
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pj pants and a tshirt will look like you are dressed and ready for the day...or it will until you have a wreck and have to get out of the car, so probably no shorty pj's.
and congratulations! yea!!!
HOORAY!!!
Also, I usually put on real clothes just in case there's a wreck or I get stopped for some reason. I live in Madison, you know.
Speaking of that...walking out the door RIGHT NOW headed to the middle school. Later.
ok girls I need to know am i CRAZY!!??? Should I feel something or not??? And You are right it would be my luck to get into a wreck or something and have my pink panther PJ pants on. So I guess I willl put a sweat suit on the foot of my bed each noght ot throw on. IS a bra Optional??????
You are all cracking me up...especially Junebug...yeah, that's what you get for living in Madison. Us rednecks could be in our pj bottoms and a sweatshirt and no one would think anything of it.
Congrats, SUG. I am very excited for you. And for what it's worth, I completely understand your mixed emotions. Why do you think I'm content to stay put???
Hey Girl! Send me your email address and I'll email you some pictures from Fall Festival.
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